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Tuesday, 20 November 2012

I HATE MY MOTHER AND I FEEL LIKE KILLING HER

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Dear Admin, this is my true life story. i hate my mother and i feel like killing her, yes i hate her so much. Just before you start insulting me hear my story.

It all started when my mum got pregnant at the age of 20, according to what i heard her father was very poor and never had time for the family. When a rich family who have been childless for ten years heard about her they offered to buy the baby from her and she foolishly agreed. Infact that was the begining of suffering for me, at age 0-5 everything was ok, infact they treated me as their own child. But when i clock five(5) my adopted mother became pregnant and every one felt it was as a result of my good luck. She later gave birth to two sons making us two girls and two boys.
One would have thought i would be treated nicely but that wasn't the case. Infact that was when i was ignored most and i eventually became a slave in the house. At first i couldn't understand why my own mother would be so wicked to me until she eventually told me at age 15 that she wasn't my mother and that they bought me from my family that as far as she is concern i'm a slave and that she wil continue to treat me as such. On hearing this i ran to the kitchen and stabed myself on the belly, #crying# my whole world fell down. I was rushed to the hospital and the doctors quickly saved me, when her husband came to the hospital he was heart broken infact he started crying and for the first time he slapped his wife and ask her why she told me when they already agreed to tell me when i'm 18... This man has always been good to me both as a father and a friend, infact he was the one that taught me mathematics when i was slow in learning it, i believe this was among the many reasons his wife hated me bcos i was her husbands favourite. So after i recovered from the hospital, things went back to normal and she started acting nice. But all hell broke loose when two years later my adopted father died in an auto-crash when coming from a business trip, by now i was 17years and i just finished my secondary school, we were all devastated by the news, its wasn't a good period i must confess. After the burial my adopted mother became really wicked to me, all my hope of going to the university died. Sometimes i was made to stay for two days without eating, money wasn't the problem bcos my adopted dad left behind alot of investment! There was this time that her brother came to stay with us and he molested me, i was stil a virgin at that time. On that particular day just both of us were at home bcos my adopted mum travel with her children to the village for a family meeting. He forced his way into me and stole my pride as a woman...

After a year i realised that there was no future for me in that house, so i ran away in search for my biological mother. During this process i became homeless and i had to sleep on uncompleted houses in the bushes. I was raped on many occasions by robbery gangs who came and met me sleeping in their hide out! On this fateful day, i met a young lady and i begged her to give me money to buy food, at first she ignored me but later told me to follow her. She took me to her house, bath me and cooked for me, after which she told me to relax that this is my new home as from that day. I was so happy and i cudn't believe there were stil people wit a good heart...

The following day she told me that instead of giving my body free for food ,that it was better i became a professional and make good money from it. That was when she told me that she is a prostitute and that she would love me to join her. I had no choice but to accept her offer... I prostituted for three good years,by this time i was living on my own in a well finished apartment bcos i was sleeping with politicians and they were paying well. My friend met a guy that changed her life and stopped her from prostituting, he is a wealthy guy and he also got married to her. On their wedding day i met this fair guy who was so funny, we stated dating and i told him about my past and what led to my prostituting. He felt sorry for me and told me that he loves me and that my past is a past tense. After two months her propose to me and i accepted, my friend parents accepted to act as my parents on the wedding day. My guy really showed me the love i deserved, he took me to New york for shopping and he promised to always love me.

When i came back into the country, my gate man told me that there was someone waiting for me who has refuse to leave the compound, so i told him to bring in the person. He came in with a woman, when i ask her who she was, do you knw wat she said "I'M YOUR BIOLOGICAL MOTHER" at this point i was filled both surprise,anger and hatred. She knelt down and started begging me to forgive her for selling me,that she was young and didn't knw wat else to do...

Pls people tell me SHOULD I FORGIVE THIS WOMAN???

after all i've gone through i feel like killing her!

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12 comments:

  1. 4gve her,a mother knows wats bst 4 ha children..there z a reason why thnz hppn dat way.

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  2. Hello dear, i will want u to know dat every tin dat happens to somone in life is has a result of God's predestinations for such person, and i want to believe dat u know d story of Joseph in d bible, if not den go and read Genesis chapter 37 to chapter 51 and see wat his own brodas did to him and if he could still forgive dem all after all dey did to him. den u should forgive ur mother and accept ur own faith d way God has predestined it. But above all give ur life to christ who is d autor and finisher of ur faith. He is always there for u. God blees u as u reconcile wit Him. stay blessed.

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    1. my dear u have to forgive her remmeber what happend to moses in the bible he still forgive his mother so forgive she still ur mother.

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  3. Hi dear, i feel really touched by ur story, but the truth is that your Mother is your mother, nothing can change that. Pls try and forgive her...and God wil bless you more!

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  4. Hi! Dear. U have to 4give her, bcoz every thing happens with reason....

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  5. forgive her, remember God said you should forgive those who offended you. therefore i beg you in the Name of our Lord Jesus Christ to forgive you mother.

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  6. Pls forgive her! What she did wasnt the right thing but since she came back begging for forgiveness, pardon her & try to accept her back as she is-your mother!

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  7. Hi dear! pls find a place in ur heart to forgive her, no matter what she's still ur mother

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  10. Unlike others I am a firm believer that biology does not make a parent. It will be hard to forget what her selfish decision to have you and then give you up has caused you. Her presence in your life will be a constant reminder. Forgive and forget her. Focus on your new family.

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  11. never forgive her, why should such a person deserve your pity? blood or no blood, it doesnt matter. if u were the bad one and u asked her to forgive u, she wouldnt and would just treat u like shit. so why should u forgive her? dont listen to others who only speak through the bible. ur life is in ur hands, not god, so do whats best and make sure she doesnt enter ur life anymore. i'm telling u this based on experience, do not trust ur mother.

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